Yesterday, before dinner time I was a horrible, cross shouty mummy. I sent the kids out of the kitchen while I cooled off then when I felt calm again I went to apologise.
'I bet you want to swap me for a nice, kind, not shouty mummy' I joked with Benny.
'I already did' he said simply, 'I swapped that cross mummy and I got you'
Thank you dear Benny for setting me free, for teaching me to live in the moment, to forgive myself and move on, from that moment to this!